Page 45 Review by Jonathan
"I got drunk in the afternoon, fell asleep.
"I felt the change when I woke up.
"The first thing I noticed was the television set.
"It looked different, but the same. It was identical, but not at all like it was before.
"It still had the same buttons.
"I recognised the channel, the show playing.
"I recognised the actors - again different, but the same.
"Even the way the light shone against objects in the room had changed."
Yes, because he's turned into a tree...
Now, the thing is, this is all perfectly normal for a Michael DeForge yarn. We never find out the main character's name, a young teenage boy grappling with his sexual identity and being abused on a daily basis, physically and emotionally, by his so-called friends, but handily his family's lodger April is helpfully able to explain it all to him. And us...
"You're a tree, now. It happens to most people when they reach a certain age. You're aren't hallucinating. You're seeing the world through tree eyes."
"So what I was seeing before wasn't real?"
"It's not that you weren't able to see before, or that your sight was faulty. You're just about to see more now."
"How come no one told me this was coming?"
"Some people don't tree until later in life. Some turn into twigs and stay twigs until they die. We don't like bringing up tree-ness in front of twigs. Twigs don't know they're twigs. They don't know they're missing out."
I have occasionally pondered the idea that Michael (LOSE #7 / DRESSING / FIRST YEAR HEALTHY) DeForge is a reincarnate Rinzai Zen master who just likes messing with our heads, attempting to induce kensh? in those curious enough to pick up his books through the supranatural, mind-shattering power of his comic k?an. I also like to think he is the William Blake of 21st century comics, forever destined to be viewed as an idiosyncratic lunatic by those unable to perceive the philosophical nature of his works. He is, I believe, a genius. Open this book, open your mind. Turn a page, tune in, let your ego drop out. Maybe don't transmute into a plant-based life form, though...